Born for Gods and living with Angels

    It dint take too long for me to realize what I'm.

I know whatever I'm, I'm wholly responsible for it. The good and the bad is just me. the positive and negative is just me. They call me a Brahmin. I'm not an idol worshiper. i don't believe in ramas and krishnas.

born for the man and woman whom i believe had a major part in shaping me into what I'm, might seem as parents to me to this world.. technically yes.. but precisely.. my instincts make me believe they are my gods. to be born along side my brother I'm proud and i feel blessed in this existence to be a part of their lives..

But i often lose myself to the devil inside me. the other side of me. i get angry on myself. feel like why am i living having let this devil take possession of me.. when all the cards turn against me and when I'm neither in nor out... when i feel at no man's land...  when there is no one who could come into me and save my soul... when its all just me whom i have got to bring me back out of this misery and i have forgotten my good instincts and when  I'm utterly mad at myself at the edge of  everything..

well yes.. i know no one outside me can bring down the turmoil inside me to an end.. then arise a question in me.. i ask why are there these people other than me doing here.. why should i share myself with them when they couldn't do what is need  to me.. then one of them comes and kindles the good part of me and bring me back to my senses... what should i call them now.. it will be egoistic not to say a word.. it might seem i give something cos i got something..

but this is deep from my heart and in my right senses..

Born for Gods.. I'm blessed  to have these angels around me..

This is dedicated to all those angels in my life who bring me back to senses and make me live as what I'm.

love you all.

this moment is so beautiful.

karthik vasan b.