Greetings from the shore

It was a special day... at least i try to make it one on my birthday.

Got unconscious from my unconscious state around midnight when the day had just started.. i dint know where were i until the mobile vibrated.. the voice on the other side was not familiar but the strength in the sound took me by surprise...

it was early morning and i hope i needn't explain how it will be after boozing all night. its never easy to get into the conscious state of mind.. it will at least take a while before you even realize that you had thoughts of making it a special day.. this voice had something in it.. i don't know what it was.. precisely saying, i couldn't say or don't get the right words to explain what i felt but it just brought me to consciousness through the express way in the peak hours of the morning.. i could hear my inner voice waking me up to see what i have got here to deal with.. the voice kept on growing in me and at the same time kept me guessing all the way.. though i had more than one answer for whatever she was asking i kept dumb not knowing which one to say.. she finally made me feel at ease when she let me identify the voice.  well then after the next one and a half hour i was totally me.. she was an old mate and she gave me a happy start for the day greeting on my birthday..

the day was totally great. you people know i believe in angels. my instincts directly made me feel she is one among them too.. sometimes i feel sad about those people who had been everything for me on many of my past days but had left me for various reasons.. i have even spent so many days missing them.. but understood missing is just mayhem.. i don't wanna argue who is right or wrong.. i 'm simply thankful to all of you who made each of those days special to me.. i haven't got rid of the devil inside me but at the same time i have never let it conquer my conscious.. it might possess me; my mind for a while.. but never the whole.. never my conscious.. and when these angels fall from the sky i just say to this devil.. " just don't be so devil" and it just puts his head down and walks away.. thank you all.. forgive me if i had been this devil at anytime with you..

October Seven 2011 was a beautiful day.

Live every moment.

love ya

karthik Vasan B